The place that I should feel most comfortable is the place that i'd
least like to be. I wish I were with you,at your house. Anywhere
would be nicer than here. I feel like crying all of the time. I hate
coming home. It's not that they treat me horrible here,it's that I'm
treated so much better where you are. I'm so glad that I found you.
You're my savior. I never knew what it was like to be happy. We're
out of water again. I probably smell worse than your workboots after
a day of shop and then warehouse work. Worse than your socks did
today. But I even love your nasty socks. I wish I could live with you.
I wouldn't ever be upset. I promise. You'll never read this though. So
I guess you'll never know.

i really feel like crying and i would if you weren't coming over. i dont want to make it seem like you did this,when really i did. what a horrible situation i've put myself in.

i feel like i'm moving slower than ever before. i feel stuck in time,with no reason. what a horrible month or so.I don't really know what i'm doing on earth

Losing all hope in ever seeing eachother again.Completly without a thought of what to do next.Just feel like lying "there" and never moving.

Aidan keeps hanging up on me. this probably isnt the best think to rant about on DA but i kissed a close friend on the cheek and he got mad. well, i dont even feel like typing. bye.i guess some things,no matter how...important? should be kept a secret,if not meant to harm.