9:30AM,
exams finished,
excited to see you,
hope you'll show up this time.

Last time you left me walking home in the snow,
waiting,
wondering,
cold,
sick,
tired.

Anyways,
9:45AM
Get in your car,
agrivated,
cold,
music blasting.

Still mad at you from before,
when you made me worry.

Sit at your house watching movies about sex and boobs.
Kissing,
talking.

Your mom's coming home,
run outside and head down the road,
sitting in your truck as we've done before,
time to go.

Drop me off,
"I'll see you soon"
you say,
with a hug and a kiss.

I really thought i'd see you this time.

Arguing with your mom,
she takes your keys.

Thanks for telling me..
Now I sit here drinking orange juice and tequilla,
laughing at my own jokes,
screaming lyrics to songs,
stumbling into things.

Now it's 2:30AM,
and i'm waking up,
wondering where you are,
still drunk from hours before.

Screaming at you through text messages
about how you should have called,
I'm just mad because I care.

10:00 AM,
you were out all night,
you're home.
And going to sleep.

I just wanna talk to you,
and stop wasting my time on someone who doesn't care.

But the thing is,
I think you do.

You're just a boy,
foolish,
childish,
and....
caring.